23 September

as usual went to work with a heavy mind... keep thinking about some stuff... can't even focus today... came stocks and it's a lot... well have to slowly pack it... didn't do much today not even sale cos my mind just can't focus... finally know the answer to clear my mind... me flirt? i don't know if i am... but i'm sure i not up to standard to flirt... only those good looking and well build guy then can flirt.. if i flirt think a lot of people will vomit... well some of them think that i did flirt which mean to say most of them had vomited more than once... at time i really don't understand myself at all... last time my friends say i must change, must talk to gals more and i did.. then they say i must treat then better and i change... but now.. think i overdo it... think i just go back to my old self... no more laming talk lesser... think this way will be the best for all... i rather have more friends like this then no friends if i keep behaving like this... which i don't know how i been behaving... Argh!!! is there any kind soul that can help me!!!