finally get the stuff already.. took me a few hour think of wat to write and how to pack it... damn it i lost my school ez-link card.. always like tat.. whenever i had a bad day some bad thing will happen... hai.. got to get a replacement.. time trial for today training.. screw up a little by running too fast on first 200m then the next 200m is like slow down a lot... well manage to meet timing.. AT LAST!!! think that my PB for 400m 69sec... i know compare to other it's might be the training standard but to me it's my PB.. wonder if i can be faster if i nv screw up my first 200m... just before i took the time trial.. i keep thinking how should my pace be... and how should i run... oh man... i'm just giving myself extra stress.. i want result for my time trial... did suicde after time trial... finally know wat that... and i don't wish to do that that often... as usual.. slack at the staduim till very late... somemore we went for dinner.. reach home around 11 plus.. and i start to haunt for my ez-link... Argh can't seem to find it... nvm got another more important stuff to do... left my notebook on without touching it... just too busy doing my important thingy...
time to move on.. whether is good new or bad news.. better to find out before i regret...
might be smiling, laughing toking crap but inside me it's just worried, stress and scare...
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