tiring week

guess i need a good rest.. Woke up super on Sunday for long run (not going into detail) and headed straight to work. During work, i feel my leg super aching from the run and i asked them to let me off early if it's not very busy but seem to be busy as i worked till closing. think i slept late cos i had a late dinner then the next day woke up early.. Skip training on Mon.. oh no.. i missed 3 training but have reason for that. Was still feeling tired on mon that i fall asleep on the chair after reading like.. a few pages of men's health. Reached back home around 10 plus and off i go for bed or should i say.. i just fall asleep after lying down, didn't even off my notebook..

Woke up at 7 plus to reply a msg then think i woke up another time at 9 plus then i slept till like.. 11 plus!!! gosh i wanted to go buy dumb belt then headed to TTS but too late.. while taking the Shuttle bus to PS. There's this auntie making a lot of noise in the bus, she was quarreling with 2 uncle i think.. Wa.. she make a really big fuss over a small thing and she was like saying all the nasty word and vulgar words. I still rem this "you can go f**k ur wife, f**k yor mother, f**k your grandmother and any women around you but don't f**k around with me". Wa think if i'm the uncle, that auntie will be badly injure. Even scolded parent and family member over a small thing if really want to scold also cannot scold family member and love one ma..

well.. having to have a good family where everyone in the family care about you is so great.. I know i don't have such a good family. Still can't forget the day when i enlist, i went to the camp myself without any family member with me and my Sir rem me cos i have brown hair and i'm the only person alone without family.. My mum did ask me if i need people to go there with me but having to know that my mum is so busy, i didn't ask her to go and non of them went with me.. guess that how my family is so ya.. no choice.. if u say i'm jealous, the answer is yes but i got to get over it.. looking on the bright side but too bad.. it's nite now.. no sun..

it's late.. time for bed...