30 August

well was planning to ta bao breakfast from my old house there.. but was just too lazy to cycle all the way back.. so i just cook watever i can eat.. didn't really do much in the morning.. just wake up and slack... meeting yi lin they all later to go ling er bday celebration.. plan to meet at jurong east mrt first... oh well reach there early.. guess that i'll need to wait for those late comers.. haha i knew it.. some will be late.. we went to get the present wrap up then head off to find the place. quite hard to find the place where ling er bday was held.. we really have a lot of fun even when walking to the place.. we were like so siao la.. haha oh well all came out from hougang chalet.. after reaching, we were the first few haha so happy.. can go siao again.. think we really make a lot of noise... after the celebration.. we head back home... well tomorrow still got work hai sian..

8 timer!!! my god.. how i wish i can also but not 8.. 1 will do...

am i ur type? hopefully yes..

29 August

woke up at 1130am today.. and i was like rushing to meet my track friends to get some stuffs... didn't had enough sleep but i think I'll be fine as usual.. we went or training after that BUT before our training start we got briefing by coach paul... oh well long long time ago stuff and some self intro and selecting on event for IVP.. was ask to take the 10km... well distance is ok.. but running round the stadium for 25 is a big big problem... we started late for of training.. did 1.6km x 3... my timing was 6.57min , 7.07min , 7.14min... well don't know if it's good enough to bring me back to group B... after everything... coach was like asking wat happen to me and i was like thinking... i ok wat.. then i thought is my timing too off.. isit? i'm not sure.. oh well he said i look tried and cannot foucs... after he said that.. i begin to feel tired also.. coach see la make me tired... but well haven't been sleeping well since the exam start... almost everytime slept at around 2 to 3am.. not choice althought training is important.. exam also very important.. think i better start planning to sleep early.. i mean really early... not just 7 to 8 hour of sleep... think i need 9 to 10 hours to cover back those time i lost... coach haven't really say i improve so well i just take that i need more training and less gym workout... i decided to ton up my body instead of buliding it up... i want to run finish a marthon at least once... life is so short.. do whatever thing that is challgeing...

fear is for u to overcome not to fear.. risk is just a word to set ur goal.. risk it or regret... i chose to take the risk so do u..

so happy for them... kind of jealous too... oh well don't hide we know! haha

28 August

EXAM FINALLY FINISH!!! yeah can celebrate already.. haha went back home after paper.. ta bao chicken rice for lunch then i go dye my hair... outcome is not wat i want but i think should be ok ba... got a call from ms wong... was damn shock la.. thought i fail my paper or wat.. but haha is that i didn't take my admin card... leave it on my exam table... lucky got training so can go collect... training was easy.. only 200m x 5... after that we do a 40min monkey see monkey do haha so fun!!! haha after training we went for dinner... enjoy my cajun chicken well not very taste but not bad la can still eat haha lolx... well well guess i got to enjoy my holiday from now on!!! haha

26 August

today have been studying since afternoon... well not really study all the way.. more like study and slacking... tomorrow last paper already so ya just study hard for it... it's open book so.. it's still not so bad but still have to study... think tomorrow i better go back home to nap after paper if not confirm not enough sleep.. oh well think i better stop here...

25 August

went for self training... coach is sick today so never come... we did what he told us to do.. 10 x 100m striding and 6km run... did a slow pace for my 6km... ran outside with yi lin... leg aching and abrasion... damn pain lor... after the run we discuss about Wednesday and Friday stuff then we head to dirty the pool again... didn't stay for long.. went back home after that as i want to start studying for my oopg exam on Wednesday... time to get started... that all..

25 August afternoon

oh well... time to format my desktop.. after formating it.. got more problem with it after formatting... well guess u have to format it again ba.. my desktop have been lagging and i just lazy to get it format cos after format it, have to re install a lot of stuffs.. but it's just too lagging so i decide to get it format while i study for Wednesday paper... woke up at 9am plus just now... but i just lie on my bed and think of stuff... don't know why suddenly start to think whether i'm ready for rs... well i find myself very busy due to work and study and i scare if i happen to have a gal.. do i have time for her? or rather will she mind me being so busy on weekend work and track training on Monday, Wednesday and Friday.. my only free day is on Tuesday and Thursday only.. all i can blame is my life... how come i have to work and study at the same time... that why i must find a very understanding gal... u might say, why don't u don't think about it... well i tried.. but can't... i'm not sure if she's the right gal for me.. i also dare not think too much about it... think i just have to take thing slow and see how ba... have been forcing myself not to think so much about it but just can't.. oh well sometime u have to grab hold to chance instead of waiting for thing to happen...

Army Half Marathon 21km

yeah!!! i finish my 21km race with timing of 2 hr 7min 31sec... no idea if it's a good timing...

woke up at 4.30am to have my breakfast and off i go to meet my friend at city hall... it's take some time before there's a cab... hai once again i have to wait for my friend as he will be late... when i was about to pay for my cab fare, qi wen called and ask for my location.. wanted to meet him first but i just can't find him... so i went back to city hall to wait for my friend... after meeting him, we rush to get our bag keep then off we go to the starting point... wanted to go toilet but everywhere is like so pack.. so no choice have to store for a while.. wanted to use the temp toilet when run pass it but there's none oh well have to store till race finish...

i use my friend as my pacer and i thought the pace his running is ok for me but i was wrong.. after seeing ling er and alvin, i know i'm in trouble... the pace is too fast for me... manage to overtake them but when reach around 7km they overtake me back.. from then on i'm on my own running at my pace as my friend went off first... he keep saying that he very long nv run already but end up run so fast... regret following his pace... after 14km.. i almost break down... i keep telling myself not to stop and there just another 7km more... but i did walk.. at least twice i guess... but i didn't walk for so long think the most only 50m... not more then that...

it's my first 21km so i didn't really go for timing but of cos i try not to reach take my time also... i keep telling myself to be back before 2 hr 20min... think it's really help... for the last few km... i really cannot take it anymore.. feel like walking back to the finishing line.. but of cos i didn't... manage to push myself on... this race is really very mental torture for me... finally i finish my 21km!!! can't wait to collect my medal.. i really shag until cannot think and talk well...

after collecting our bag.. we went for breakfast.. and i was like.. leg so pain.. like want to cramp like that... wanted to eat the mac at msq but it's too pack liao so we force ourself to walk to suntec just to enjoy mac breakfast... haha already so tired liao still think of mac... after eating i went to get my hair cut at tpy and headed back home to rest... i need rest!!!

i have achieve my goal for this year which is compete 21km!!! 1 down 2 more goal... getting the medal is just a thing... finishing the race with good timing and will power is the main goal for me

23 August

oh well.. went out since morning.. went for k with track friends.. first time going out with them for k and it's been so long since i go for k... after tat we went for dinner then went to watch firework at the floating stage there... had fun.. but hai i need to go back early to rest for my race tomorrow... bought dark chocolate... when i reach home.. i remember that i got a lot of stuff to pack for my race!!! shit and i forgot to buy breakfast!!! another shit!!! hai.. think i will only get a few hour of rest only... haha hopefully coach won't found my blog.. and of cos won't read this! this line is for friends and below only.. coach is a no no to this... haha

22 August

had maths exam just now.. think i didn't really do well for it... hopefully can pass... didn't ask for much... went to club house after paper... just before training start, it's start to pour heavily... thought will do indoor training but didn't.. we waited for the rain to stop then start our training... hai... damn sad... drop from class b to c... coach say my standard drop... i thought i did well in the time trial but well... hai... damn angry with myself... why didn't i improve... during the run.. i just force myself to run through... don't know if my timing is good or bad... hai... i'll be back to class B soon... i hope.. have to train myself up during holiday... training end late... oh well it's a good thing also.. plan to have dinner together with friends and they'll be late due to the firework thing.. lucky yi lin they all went there for dinner also.. so for the time being can get them to accompany me first.. had seafood for dinner and 2 huge cup of sugar cane drink and ice milo.. so full all drink to the drink.. not the foods... took cab home.. lucky is shared so one person only 5 dollar like tat..

chill relax don't angry... not ur fault... is the train fault.. so early jiu don't have liao...

22 August morning

woke up at 10am plus.. study till 3.30am then went to sleep.. argh... still need to mug till the exam begin.. got to remember all the maths stuff... kind of scare for my exam... oh well... just have to try my best ba... think i better start studying...

21 August

oh well.. started to study in the morning.. went to download the past year paper then find out that i don't really know how to do it!!! how!!! begin to panic liao.. think won't be sleeping early... actually wanted to skip running today.. but think of it better don't.. i can take a few hours off to relax also.. reached stadium around 5.50pm.. not all of them came so have to wait for a while... did a 6km run today.. ran at a comfortable pace not too bad and not too slow.. after the run we went to dirty the pool again.. feel so relax... been stress for exam... oh well after dinner have to start studying again.. think i can do it by multi tasking.. chatting and study.. if not will go mad... tomorrow is my 2nd paper liao... so jia you ba.. 2 more to go and holiday will start... which mean... have to work liao.. plan to work 4 time per week.. think will be able to earn back my saving.. overspent it on mp3 and handphone... oh well... hai.. study time!

am i thinking about it alone? i hope not...

20 August

after slacking for more than 4 days.. finally went for a run.. did 14km.. whole body aching.. think is because too long nv run liao ba.. 4 days.. hai sunday how.... confirm leg pain like free de... well went back home to rest, had dinner then online and going to study.. hai exam still going on.. 1 down 2 to go...

20 August morning

so hungry!!! waiting for mum to come back with my breakfast.. it's 1201pm already.. think is lunch more then breakfast... woke up at 10am plus.. wa... yesterday fall asleep while waiting for msg lor.. sian yesterday i really sleep alot.. food is here better get going.. later got to start studying...

19 August

wa.. so stress today been studying from morning... wake up at 10am then i start to study liao.. read through a bit then go tao bao breakfast.. didn't really enjoy my breakfast... half study half eating.. haven't been studying hard.. so hard to remember the topic is so so so dry.. finally the time had come.. read through the paper and it's like.. so hard.. didn't really study unix and linux till so well.. oh no... but still manage to do a bit here a bit there so hopefully can pass ba.. there go my A... did well for my MST but think i screw it up... oh well no choice.. well better start studying for maths.. another headachce de..

dreaming of it... will it come true?

18 August

stress! exam tomorrow.. still haven't study finish.. only manage to read through... try my best to study whole day.. but just couldn't settle down.. keep doing other stuff... oh well think i have to burn midnight oil tonight... like what i did on MST... didn't do any thing today.. wanted to go train but just couldn't get my feet out from my house... too stress i guess... think today can't chat on msn.. have to force myself go study... hai... oh well 3 papers to go... 1 medal to get... today blog will be like tat... study time!!!

wondering... will it be another one???

17 August

well slept at 3am just now then wake up around 8am.. wanted to sleep at 1am but just before i jump into bed, i remember that i forget to burn "last friends" for 10.. oh man.. have been telling myself to burn it on Saturday.. think is the steamboat thingy at Lian Chen house that make me think of the foods and forget about it...

today is the NUS run.. went to support them for the race(yi lin, grace,amanda,pei yi).. when reach the buona vista mrt, saw someone waving to me.. oh is yu ngai.. my army friend, same platoon, same selection and same team... well he never ask me to join the run lor.. run himself only.. i always like ask him to join any race with me.. hai.. nag at him a little haha and he feel bad about it.. haha no worry mean to tease u only..

when we reach NUS we still have a hour before their race start so we just like find some place to hang around.. look at some other group and i saw a gal that ran citi milk run and just just a head of me.. damn.. haha got overtake her la.. but she overtake me back.. the race finish around 11 to 12 like that.. sat there rotting... haha out of our surprise they won the 3rd! haha they themself also don't know.. haha so qi wen and i was like thinking if they make a mistake or wat.. haha but ya they won... oh well after dragging and rotting at the NUS.. finally we make our way back home..

before heading back home, went to maxwell to ta bao congee ah yo so far and troublesome.. but ya the congee is nice so haha think is worth buying ba.. went for a nap after eating.. tat useless man is so troublesome today.. keep asking me and sis to do thing but i just don't bother about him.. oh well noting really fun at night just studying(multi tasking)..

bu nen shou de mi mi.. not really.. some stuff can't keep so long...

16 August

went out just now.. hai thought today can go study today... anyway Happy Birthday Stanley and yy.. Congrat on your engagement netty! oh well went to queenway with lian chen in the evening, he wanted to buy shoe but bought a $125 shade instead.. lolz tat guy is rich when he get his ns paid.. well i myself bought a new shoe bag.. a better and nicer one.. i hope.. was thinking of eating dinner outside but his mum got cook so ya. i plan to ta bao go home to eat.. then he asked me if i want to go his house to eat.. i was like.. hmm should i go.. feel so pai seh.. but well end out went to his place for dinner haha.. i'm not the only one.. his bro got invite his friends too..

rest for a while then head back home to come online.. well think will have to start studying a bit..

hai... thinking too much? i hope not..

16 August, morning

was planning to blog at 3am just now , but tired tilled i forget... slept at around 3am as i went to my friend chalet.. it's a birthday celebration but it's doesn't even look like one.. more like a friends gathering... but well really very long never meet up with them...

at the chalet, we only play card for a while then go to eat some BBQ stuff but don't even feel full so we went out to eat subway instead... haha first time eating subway.. feel so ma lu lor don't know how to order haha but i'm not alone meiling and carol don't know how to order too haha... after eating, we just find a place at mac cafe and start to chat.. only the 4 of us there.. later 2 of carol classmate join in so ya let chat together ba.. we went back to the room around 12plus then kok wei was like waiting for me to go together.. well we didn't plan to stay so ya.. have to take cab home...

cab fare was so ex from down town east to my place is like $25.20... use to be less than $20... oh well no choice.. didn't go to sleep after bathing.. was slacking around my com and checking out blog and friendster and stuff.. went to change my betta fish(fighting fish) tank water.. hai got 10 fish tank to change... Argh! my feet blister really very pain! i peel off the skin and apply the herbal oil.. so pain!!! after applying then went to sleep liao.. tat it for this blog..

in for it? don't know... not sure.. i guess so...

15 August Morning...

Argh!!! just when i had a nice sweet dream, my handphone alarm sounded!!! sian ah!!! tried to go back to sleep so that i can go back to my sweet dream but hai.. can't!!! nvm now i need to rush to school...

reach school on time.. saw a lot of stranger in my class think is those student that want extra lesson de ba... hmm... didn't listen to class cos the more i listen the more i don't understand so i plan to burn "Last Friends" drama for you.. (that time say the drama not bad so i plan to burn 1 copy to you..) after compressing the file and check the file size, i found out that i brought the wrong DVD-RW out.. i brought out my recovery DVD instead.. hai.. today kind of blur all thank to my handphone alarm..

oh well today is a busy day for me.. later have to rush to my da gu house to help up for the seven month thingy.. then have to rush to collect my running kit for army half then go to my friend birthday celebration... but ya will be going home early tonight.. not staying over.. plan to run 14km to 16km tomorrow morning so need to rest early...

14 August

today normal lesson again.. maths then java then COS.. all revision... one good thing is food court 6 is so empty.. can eat anything store unlike other normal studying days.. COS end early today.. so i went down to my previous work place for a run with my friends... before the run i went back to office to pay my ex-colleague a visit.. lolz they say i slim down liao lor.. somemore say i too stress then slim down.. no lor.. i kanna torture by coach tat why slim down haha no la.. train ma of cos will slim down.. did 12km run instead of 14km.. the route got a lot of slope and one lap only 860m.. i ran 13 round around it lor.. wa... damn sian keep seeing the same thing.. somemore have to look out for cars... and babe of cos.. haha..

got a miss call from my friend asking me if tomorrow going for yy celebration.. hmm... nv plan to go but when he ask.. i kind of want to go there just to entertain... oh well can't make up my mind.. went to look for kok wei after my run.. he say wanted to shop for his present so went to his office to look for him.. went for dinner at jerk thai.. wanted to eat pineapple rice but they don't have.. sian.. so i anyhow order one tom yam udon.. taste still can make it haha but regret not eating fried rice.. after eating we went to city hall to look for present instead of finding for present.. we went to river island and look for our own stuff first.. haha well we share money to buy 1 pair of stun and i saw one wallet.. damn nice la.. somemore not very ex.. 43 dollar only.. well as compare to other leather wallet.. that one quite cheap liao.. we bought the present at there also.. so ya 1 stone kill 2 bird.. after buying we decide to head back home.. cos both of us also tired liao so ya.. took train home and here i am writing my long blog for today.. haha today very happening..

miss??? yes i did...

1 down 3 to go...

finally webp test is over! lucky all the important note i got study if not don't think i'll be able to do the question... went to stadium after the test.. still got some time to watch drama... today is 1km time trial wa.. damn nervous la when waiting for our turn to run.. well think first round went to fast then 2nd round nearly cannot make it... but coach didn't say anything about my timing think maybe got meet his standard ba.. hopefully... after the run, i think i can't breath well.. think just now whack too hard liao.. but well at least i know i improve when i whack.. went back home after training then found out that today dinner very oily.. then my mum went out to ta bao for me haha feel like a king haha well that all for today blog.. my dinner calling me...

one sided?

test!!!

sian tomorrow got WEBP test... 30% somemore... have been studying since afternoon... well today the singnet person will come and fix my new modem but his late!!! say will come at 4pm end out he came at 5.30pm.. make me wait for so long.. didn't even dare to go out to buy a drink la.. well after fixing it, i can use wireless already!!! but hai the wireless still not stable yet.. keep disconnecting.. like just now la.. i finish typing this post then suddenly the connection fail.. end up have to retype again.. well just now i study and chat at the same time.. well think tomorrow have to study some more.. really want to score well for the test... well well k la need to rest early.. tomorrow got time trial.. need to get enough sleep.. tat all for this post..

waiting for the right moment to say the right things.. just one statement..

12 August morning..

went to lesson on time.. shock to see that there's only 2 of my classmates in class only and i'm the 3rd... sian yesterday study till fall asleep.. woke up at 3am, went to off the light then head back to sleep... hai damn tired lor... well time to get back to lesson...

11 August, monday

strange i still can come online.. got a letter from singnet that they will cut my internet connection from 5pm onward cause tomorrow need to install a new modem.. yeah!!! got new modem to use liao haha... manage to do finish my COS assignment today all thank to stanley, dayana and rika they really help me a lot... well went to stadium after lesson, waited for the rest of the people to come then we training start.. stadium was so empty today... only a few people only... training was 1.6km time 2 well not very xiong but not very easy also.. didn't meet coach timing.. not the first time.. lolz.. shit.. haven't been meeting timing... as usual wait at the stadium for the rest of the gals then head off to mrt to make our way home... well plan to study tonight so ya that all for today blog.. good luck people for ur test tomorrow that include u parrot! haha good luck ar..

10 August

sian la working today!!! somemore full shift.. sian! went for work late haha think 15min late.. but who care haha got enough man power in the morning also.. ask me so early reach also like that.. customer are hard to serve.. try so many shoe end up nv buy.. had late lunch just now.. 4pm plus then eat lor.. cos got people treat KFC so haha no harm waiting.. finally time to knock off.. went straight home after that.. do the same old stuff every night.. chat on msn while studying.. then blog while chatting and studying super multi tasking man.. haha.. well that all for today.. noting really much...

should i, shouldn't i..

slacking weekend.

it's been a long time since i can rest at home on the weekend.. been working on almost all the weekend... was planning to study for my test and try to finish my COS assignment.. but i just don't know how to do it.. hai sian.. in the end, i end out chatting on msn and playing game... hai.. i started to study after dinner and after blogging.. oh no i better hurry.. test is 30%.. blog later again..

Mood spoiling day..

well today woke up early.. reach school half an hour before lesson start.. first time since the last holiday... haha want to go to school early for breakfast but keep on lai chun so haha no choice. today WEBP lesson cancel so i can go to club house early.. went there to study a bit but after seeing yi lin stop studying, i also don't feel like studying thank yi lin i know u will read my blog for today! training was just a light 3km run.. but can't manage to keep up with the group.. they're fast man... well i really have to put in more effort to improve... went to dinner after training, this is the moment when my temper go up.. one guy said he don't like guy that is shorter than him and he is referring to me.. his tone is not like those joking type.. don't think that u're fatter and taller than me u can like look down on me.. hey come on i have been training in gym since sec 2 it's kind of stupid to train so young but no choice.. i made mistake a big mistake instead.. 1 thing for sure, he really think too highly about himself.. he must really sit at one corner and think. Can he win people in fitness, combat fitness hey come on if want to challenge ippt, soc and any fitness station, i have 110% i can win him for sure but do i have to a not. no right! every people have their limit and do and plz respect.. my friends ask me out for dinner just now but i chose to go for dinner with track people as i promise to go out for dinner with them.. i really regret going out for dinner with track friends today really! damn it! screw him! think i can't beat him in a fight! try me! nv nv have me piss off even i know i got to lose a fight, i won't let him off that easily also!

7 August 2008

slept well last night.. i can even wake up at 4am to surf net for a while.. haha went to school early unless the rest of the days, always late for 5 min and stuff.. haven't been sleeping well due to assignment and stress.. today morning lesson only got less than 10 people in our class.. all skip school lor.. cos got 3 hr of break b4 the next lesson.. lesson finish at 4pm then reach back home around 4.30pm, planning to have last night left over bee hoon for dinner with my sister but after i wake up from nap, my sister told me that the useless man in our family ate finish everything.. sian lor have to spent money on ta bao again... he didn't wash the plate after eating la ass man.. as if he's king or wat.. i don't even treat him as my father la.. so useless don't even care about the family at all.. didn't even give my mum a single cent after married to him.. useless!

3rd for poly 50!!! thank team mates!!!

yeah we got 3rd place we beat 88 clubs!!! haha all thank to team 2 member.. think everyone really put in effort to run well... really very tiring.. just now push 4 people lor.. feel so bad but not my fault la.. who ask them to block my way... grace and amanda fell down lor.. they get injure on the knee feel pain for them.. went to eat after that, had a good and cheap jap dinner.. foods still not that bad so ya enjoy it.. well think tonight really have to sleep early.. but haha fell like chatting for a while then sleep.. tat it enjoy reading my blog thanks

poly 50 tomorrow

poly 50 is tomorrow finally!!! but have lot of stuff to settle b4 the event sian..
well gd luck everyone!